I've come to a point where I think I've died, not in the way of never returning to this plane but I feel as if I've suffered so much loss and have lived through so much turmoil that I've come to a place of rebirth. The last month has been one of the best and one of the worst that I have ever lived through. So much has slipped through my fingers like sand but I'm still here, breathing, living. Proof to my head from my heart that I can endure. Now it's wondering whats next for this little bird??