The heart is conflicted with heaven and earth. I thought I wanted to be centered and grounded for a while, put down roots. But I don't think that's the case. I have begun to let my freedom go slowly but now I grab back onto it. If I want blue skies and white mountains I should go there, if I want tropical jungles and sandy beaches I should go there, if I want castles and centuries old churches whispering in my ears I should go there. I had thing feeling that being 33 meant my life was over but it's not. it's far from it.