p.s. I put in a good word for you to JJ. His response was interesting and sad. He told me that he "has enough trouble connecting with and being nice to his best friends - johnny, me, loui, robert, etc. that he can't imagine being able to let his guard down enough to connect on the level that you want to connect on." I believe this characteristic comes from a life of strife, alcoholism, fighting, playing girls, etc. He simply can't open up to connect to anyone, let alone his own emotions. He may never know love beyond what you were able to show him out in the desert. Please don't cry over him - be greatful that you have the capability to love and connect with other humans.
*Oh my god this breaks my heart*
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