I took Mike to work this afternoon, driving through the city it was as if I was seeing everything for the first time. All the buildings and noises that I didn't notice before now was in the forefront of my senses. Because I know I have such limited time here my mind is starting to make me want to stay to try and make things work here even though most of me knows that they won't for now. I am beginning to realize that although I say I am leaving the universe works in ways I cannot even fathom. I need to be open to possibility of whatever happens to me and knowing that it will be right when it does. Trying to have a clear heart without fear to have space for guidance to come in has been my greatest challenge this far.